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My dear friend, let's talk about this drawing. You use to say that you are not a real masochist, but: most of time you draw yourself being tortured and slaughtered (you can draw anybody, but you put yourself or white mature males like you being tortured); you love the image of san sebastian, so arrows are piercing your characters; you love the image of crucifing men, I keep dozens of your crucified guys; you love the idea of being roasted, from the image of a heretic men tied to a pole over the fire, or being roasted like a barbecue over a grill. And you love to be destroyed in public, even when you are slaughtered in a slaughterhouse, you draw people watching the scene through a window.
OdpovědětVymazatIn this drawing, all these characteristics are present at the same time! You are crucified, bound to a cross by arrows, over the fire in front of many men, with different attitudes, some eager to torture you, others watching with interest, and others despising your agony, not caring at all about your martyrdom.
If you are not a masochist, I don't know what you are!
Allow yourself to experience being whipped and tortured. I can tell you that being severely whipped daily makes me much happier.
Dear Pote, I am masochist only theoretically, in my head. Physically I am not into pain at all. Despite that I would want to try experience some more serious scourging, but the recent plan seems to be in ruins as the Dom in question has some personal issues. I agree with you that I project myself into the victims depicted in my drawings, but in reality I would try to minimise the pain as much as possible.
VymazatAs for the act being done in public - well, I think this kind of executions/ tortures are a type of a show, so it would be strange to do it secretly without any witnesses. Though it might happen if the torturer is some kind of derailed person.
So you are right in major aspects of my work... I am just not sure I will be able to bring at least part of it into reality.